Baby,
I owe you a great apology. I haven’t been your rock lately… instead I’ve let myself get weak and wayward. It goes to show even the strongest king can faulter if he lets himself, and I let myself. The distance has been getting to me lately and I’ve become over anxious about seeing you and being with you. I was wrong for this. You should be having an awesome time while you are out there, and I am here to support and encourage that. I am here for you to rely on, lean on, cry on, and cling onto when you feel lost. And I should be making you feel free at the same time. I should be here to make you feel better and laugh with and I know that’s how our entire relationship has been but I’m mad that I’ve even slipped once because you deserve perfection.
I’m sorry baby, I love you more than anything.
